Accident4323

i just need to stop thinking

my mind keep thinking weird

i just want to cut my wrist

n let the blood running

but i know 

i know that im not brave enough to cut it

i know im the loser who keep chanting to kill herself

but the end im not doing it

for the sake of my religion

my trust towards ALLAH

ALLAH im sorry. Forgive me to keep saying this

im really sorry

but im tired too much

im trying every single day not to give up

i know death is not the answer

i know every hardship will end with something beautiful

but my stupid brain keep wanting to kill myself in every single ways

ALLAH, y am i like this? Y?